I found this by mistake and actually find it super thought provoking. I remember hearing a philosophical point from Plato I think that the existence of God is explained by the fact the we all know, can comprehend and strive to be the concept of a perfect being even though for us it is impossible to achieve. What other material non-existent concept do we all possess?
Many times when I take a step back from something I’m doing into observer mode my thoughts wander to God and purpose now that I think about it. I think you did a good job in recognizing and being in the moment with what you were thinking. This is much harder to do than one might think. And then explaining it can add another filter of difficult.